Chapter 58 – Eurgh!!

 

Wednesday, 17 February 2016.

 

Day 59

 

Anna is leaving school earlier to go to a doctor’s appointment. She’s thinking and feeling, feeling and going crazy.

 

I’m 39.

With a shitload of experience, both great and horrible. Half my life ahead of me…

Living in my own flat for two months now…… Met 13 Tinder Guys.

Sigh.

I want intimacy – with chemistry!!!

I’m yearning for hugs, kisses, passion, watching a movie inside an embrace. Getting to know someone precious, unveil who he is… Ah, it’ll be so special!!! A boyfriend – yes!

My life is definitely to be lived. Eurgh!!! Going a little crazy here.

All this energy.

 

I’ll write Christian a message. 4 days to meet him in person……

 

11:06   Good morning. How are you feeling today? Driving now. Call? Or does it hurt to speak?

11:18   Morning. In bed. Feel worse today. Just trying to call you. You are definitely driving. 😔 

12:19   So, did you gurgle salt and water? And can I have a picture of you with a cold? Under the covers? Please? 🙂

13:03   Haha. I’ll try.
Yep. Gargled. Delicious. 🤢

 

He sends his picture.

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13.09   Sick 🤧. 

13.11   And veeeery cute!!

OMG, he’s snuggly!!!

You have beautiful eyes! 😍

 

Hmm. This is the first time I’m seeing his eyes. He had sunglasses on in his other pictures.

 

13:16   Ahh. Thanks. Don’t feel v beautiful today! ☺️ 

13:30   I’m checking some homework here. Stories the pupils have written. Lots of spelling mistakes in this one. 🤔

13:32   Mind you, their English is better than my Finnish!

13.34   We’ll have to deal with your Finnish soon. Haha! But teaching you Swedish would be so much easier… Maybe I can come up with a prize system for your Finnish studies. A kiss or something for every ten new words you learn. 😚

Or some punishment when you don’t. Hahaha. Which pushes you better?

Hahaha. I think both would work!! Should I be scared?  😱 😨 Carrot and stick. 😊

Let’s wait and see! 

14.21   You look so cuddly in bed. Love looking at your pic! Here’s mine:

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Wow. MUCH better than mine! 😊😊 Are you having a power nap?

I wish – with you – would be nice!

Nice. 😊😊

14.38   Can I ask you something?

14.39   Of course.

You don’t think I’m this crazy chic, do you?

Not at all!!!

  I mean, inside my heart I’m very deep and wise.

14.41   I know.

And I really like you. Your voice and lovely personality.

Same here. I know you are a nice person. 😊
Was that your question? 😊

And to elaborate my answer, if you were crazy….then I like a little crazy. 😊

15.12   Sorry. Was in the waiting room and the nurse called me in. Then I drove back to school.

Just checking, because one day I tell you I may have to take it slow and the next day I act differently. Cool that you like a little crazy. Me too! 😊

15:17   Hope all went OK at Doctor’s.

 

21:09   I have just finished playing volleyball and it was totally worth it. Super fun! I think I’m going for a short run soon, too. 😊  Hope you’re resting and feeling better soon! I feel energized.

 

18/02/2016,  4:28   Sorry. Went to bed super early and now I can’t sleep. 😕  Still feeling ‘energised’?? 😊

9:21   Still feeling like that, yes. Haha! But at 4 I was fast asleep. 😉

 

© 2017 rf

 

Obs. All names have been changed, and chat messages were published with the match’s kind permission.

 

 

Obs. End of Day 59. Energized.