Chapter 58 – Eurgh!!

 

Wednesday, 17 February 2016.

 

Day 59

 

Anna is leaving school earlier to go to a doctor’s appointment. She’s thinking and feeling, feeling and going crazy.

 

I’m 40.

With a shitload of experience, great and horrible. Half my life ahead of me…

Living in my own flat for two months now…… Met 13 Tinder Guys.

Sigh.

I want proximity – with chemistry!!!

I’m yearning for hugs, kisses, passion, watching a movie inside an embrace. Getting to know someone precious, unveil who he is… Ah, it’ll be so special!!! A boyfriend – yes!

My life is definitely to be lived. Eurgh!!! Going a little crazy here.

All this energy.

 

I’ll write Christian a message. 4 days to meet him in person……

 

11:06   Good morning. How are you feeling today? Driving now. Call? Or does it hurt to speak?

11:18   Morning. In bed. Feel worse today. Just trying to call you. You are definitely driving. 😔 

12:19   So, did you gurgle salt and water? And can I have a picture of you with a cold? Under the covers? Please? 🙂

13:03   Haha. I’ll try.
Yep. Gargled. Delicious. 🤢

 

He sends his picture.

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13.09   Sick 🤧. 

13.11   And veeeery cute!!

OMG, he’s so snuggly!!!

You have beautiful eyes! 😍

 

Hmm. This is the first time I’m seeing his eyes. He had sunglasses on in his other pictures.

 

13:16   Ahh. Thanks. Don’t feel v beautiful today! ☺️ 

13:30   I’m checking some homework here. Stories the pupils have written. Lots of spelling mistakes in this one. 🤔

13:32   Mind you, their English is better than my Finnish!

13.34   We’ll have to deal with your Finnish soon. Haha! But teaching you Swedish would be so much easier… Maybe I can come up with a prize system for your Finnish studies. A kiss or something for every ten new words you learn. 😚

Or some punishment when you don’t. Hahaha. Which pushes you better?

Hahaha. I think both would work!! Should I be scared?  😱 😨 Carrot and stick. 😊

Let’s wait and see! 

14.21   You look so cuddly in bed. Love looking at your pic! Here’s mine:

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Wow. MUCH better than mine! 😊😊 Are you having a power nap?

I wish – with you – would be nice!

Nice. 😊😊

14.38   Can I ask you something?

14.39   Of course.

You don’t think I’m this crazy chic, do you?

Not at all!!!

  I mean, inside my heart I’m very deep and wise.

14.41   I know.

And I really like you. Your voice and lovely personality.

Same here. I know you are a nice person. 😊
Was that your question? 😊

And to elaborate my answer, if you were crazy….then I like a little crazy. 😊

15.12   Sorry. Was in the waiting room and the nurse called me in. Then I drove back to school.

Just checking, because one day I tell you I may have to take it slow and the next day I act differently. Cool that you like a little crazy. Me too! 😊

15:17   Hope all went OK at Doctor’s.

 

21:09   I have just finished playing volleyball and it was totally worth it. Super fun! I think I’m going for a short run soon, too. 😊  Hope you’re resting and feeling better soon! I feel energized.

 

18/02/2016,  4:28   Sorry. Went to bed super early and now I can’t sleep. 😕  Still feeling ‘energised’?? 😊

9:21   Still feeling like that, yes. Haha! But at 4 I was fast asleep. 😉

 

© 2017 rf

 

 

Obs. End of Day 59. Energized.

 

 

Author: TinderellaAnna

Anna is a character. Half-fictional, half-inspired in many, many true events. Half-European, half-Latin-American. She is happy, she is strong, she is a mom, a teacher, a friend. Despite the divorce - not of her choice - she is determined to be joyful, grateful, hopeful, sweet; believing that life is for sharing and that he is somewhere out there. But he will have to be as lovable as she is. After all, better alone than in bad company. Sigh: but better in good company than alone... Disclaimer: All names and places have been changed to protect the people who happen to be true.

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