Chapter 7 – Tino?!

Romance has always inspired the artist in her. So this morning, while her pupils were focused on some exercises, she put the two ideas together, quickly drawing this…


Day 18

 

Moikka Anna, ootpa tosi nätti 🙂 Mitä sun vuodenvaihteeseen kuuluu? (7 Jan. 2016)

Kiitos! Sinäkin olet komea.

🙂 Kiitti, sun tekstin perusteella ootkin toki kansainvälinen tyyppi. Puhutko mielummin englantia vai suomea tämmösessä chatissa?

Englantia.

Ok, that’s fine. So, you’re a teacher? Have to say I always felt that teachers are kind of hot, like really hot… Something that must come from the time when I was young and still in school.🙂 Are you teaching languages?


 

Monday, 11 January 2016.

 

Day 22

 

What you should know about Anna, at this point, is that she’s deep. Married at 20, mother at 22, dedicated friend, wife, mom.

She had her first teacher’s job at the age of 11. Her first official job at 17. Loving every moment of it. But then working too hard to pay the bills with Mr. Ex – trying to grow and get somewhere together.

 

Everybody suffers, and they’ve had their fair share of it. Haven’t you? Her Ex-mother-in-law’s unsolved murder, Mr. Ex’s depression years that followed. 😭 Devastating. And too heavy for this book.

And even before those tragic events, Anna hadn’t been feeling too lucky-in-love-and marriage, anyway.

 

Can you imagine what it feels like to really love and commit yourself to your spouse? To be good to him. Patient, kind, affectionate, adoring. Year after year.

To invest in him, argue and always challenge him to be a better man. And just be there, for better or for worse, till death…

…and not get half of that back? 🤦‍

Oh, how often she fought for his love. In dignified ways – make no mistake. And how often she cried – alone – bitter tears of longing. Never getting why she wasn’t good enough for him…

In her heart, she always knew she was imperfectly wonderful.

But hurt people hurt people.

 

So… has she seemed silly and a little shallow to you at times? Freud explica. It’s psychological.

Give her a break, my friend. Let her enjoy a little happy-go-lucky, for the first time in her life. She can’t take tears and suffering anymore.

One has got to move on. And there are good things to be grateful for.

Anna has been taking care of herself in the last years. Body and soul. Right now, she’s feeling cute. Younger, a little wilder and free. Let her be, OK? Or then root for her.

So let’s see what happens.


 

Anna has been feeling beside herself. She’s been asked out on dates by some Tinder matches, but she’s asked everyone to wait.

She’s so into Tino right now that she’s simply lost interest in all the other chats. He’s coming back from his China business trip tomorrow and they’re finally going to meet in person.

Two days. My very first date! Yay.

 

Tino is this super cute Finnish engineer who works for a steel industry. His vibe is respectful, intriguing and fun. He seemed so warm and nice that they quickly moved their communication to Whatsapp.

Trips, cultures, pastimes, favorite South American and Finnish songs – they’ve been chatting about all those things. He told her he plays instruments and is a good dad – if she can take his word for it.

For her it’s been pretty amazing and she has the feeling she’ll like him in person.

He writes non-stop, answering fast, pursuing her all day long. They joke, act silly, send cute messages, and so on. This has been going on for over a week and she can’t help but feel thrilled.

Last night, he sent her a pic of his face, lying over a colorful pillow, along with a Finnish song about lions.

Romance has always inspired the artist in her. So this morning, while her pupils were focused on some exercises, she put the two ideas together, quickly drawing this:

 

 

It’s so weird. Now that she stops to think about it, she realizes that she’s never been on a date as a single adult. Ever!

She can’t wait to finally meet him this week.


 

Tuesday, 12 January 2016.

 

Day 23

 

Dear Diary,

 

After days and days of chatting, what a disappointment!!

Seriously??

 

About our meeting… Things changed in my life, so that I’ve agreed to focus on my family. Hopefully you understand. Anyway, maybe in this situation better to take a time out and cancel our date. 🙁

Really? 🙁 I was looking forward to meeting you and even said wait to five-six other guys who asked me out last week. 🙂 But, family first. My kids come first, too. You seem to be a nice person, so I’ll just wish you all the best! Ciao.

Take care of yourself!

 

 

St#u&p%id Tino thanked me for understanding, kiss kiss, and mentioned maybe asking me out in the future, but what…??

Very odd.

Hm. Although Tinder’s mechanics couldn’t be any easier to use, human behavior makes it just a little more complicated, it seems. 

Well… Bola pra frente! Onward, soldier.

© 2017 rf

 

 

Obs. Days 18-23 since moving out. E”#ur%g&h!! Stupid new beginnings.

 

 

Author: TinderellaAnna

Anna is a character. Half-fictional, half-inspired in many, many true events. Half-European, half-Latin-American. She is happy, she is strong, she is a mom, a teacher, a friend. Despite the divorce - not of her choice - she is determined to be joyful, grateful, hopeful, sweet; believing that life is for sharing and that he is somewhere out there. But he will have to be as lovable as she is. After all, better alone than in bad company. Sigh: but better in good company than alone... Disclaimer: All names and places have been changed to protect the people who happen to be true.

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